The Sacred Wasteland

I walk the sacred wasteland, this lonely path, without understanding or companionship; my feet echo upon the barron ground and I am only fuelled by hope. I chase this dream through the sea of accusing eyes and my own raw anxieties but I have come too far to turn back;I have come too far to let this dream die. Will you walk with me?

Tuesday, 5 October 2010

Dear Diary

Guess I should introduce myself as this is my first diary post. My name is Millie, I am nineteen years old and have had a binge eating disorder, bulimia and a compulsive over-eating disorder for three years. The combination of these has made loosing weight a real struggle. Some days I just wish I was annorexic, at least then I would be thin by now. But I can't do this anymore and I HAVE to take control; I have to be the person I know I should be. I used to join other people's blogs and ana sites but have decided to make my own. Because of my weight anorexics don't take me seriously; some deny I have a problem because if I did I would be thinner. Some have claimed I am a wannarexic. They don't take into consideration the nature of my various disorders. Anyway, this blog is here for people with any disorder, who are any weight because I know better than anyone, eating disorders aren't about your weight but your mind. Anyway, I really want to set up a support network on this blog, so become a member and together we can achieve anything. :)

Height:5'9"
CW:165lbs  BMI:24.4
HW:189lbs
LW:140lbs
GW:125lbs   BMI:18.5
STGW:150lbs

No comments:

Post a Comment